Beth Gilbert* 16 * mystic falls *
my name is Beth, i guess you could say my life has been noting but interesting. i'm a vampire, i suck blood, i can kill you, what ever. i have a story, it's long and boring all that matters is i'm here to stay so like it or not i'm not leaving.
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no one talks to me. no one will look at me. am i really that bad? i want to be loved or i want to die, i tried that and that got me here, to this life less monster. can someone stake me soon or i will do it to myself. i want someone to care. someone to see behind the vampire, and save the girl i used to be. i don’t want to kill but i do anyway. i like it, i like to kill people. it makes me feel important that i am on the run, i hide my tracks and i do everything i have to. but i know that i have to stop. for the town, for Elena even if she will not talk to me, and for the people that i wish to call my family and friends one day.
What did I miss?
hey! jenna i’m in town!!!
Beth! It’s been ages since I last saw you. Haven’t had much contact with Grayson’s side of the family lately. What are you doing in town?
oh i’m just hanging out around town, thought i would…visit.
(Source: jenna--sommers)
You wouldnt when two brothers are arguing over you constantly.
i’m totally fine with that, stop complaing about your life and realize that at the moment Klaus isn’t making you’re life miserable and you are. you…
Beth you know nothing about me and what I’ve been through and I’m sure you’d do the same.
i would know if you had ever once called to see how other people are doing. but no you have everyone wrapped up in your own little Elena world.
You’re angry with me because I didn’t call you? Well I’m sorry, I was to busy watching the ones I love die!
i’m not angry about that. i’m angry that now you don’t even want me in your life. you don’t even know do you, the reason why i’m here?
Why are you here Beth? Just when I’m trying to get over their death, another family member pops up. So here’s another person to look after.
i killed myself Elena, or at least i think i did, i’m dead. why i’m here now. well if any thing i’ll be taking care of you. put the pieces together, how dose a girl wake up confused after thinking she just jumped off a bridge?
Beth. I nearly died along with my parents but Stefan saved me. I had Damon force his blood into me and had alk my blood drained by an Original. I know how you feel.
at least you’re still alive. i wanted to die and i got this
You wouldnt when two brothers are arguing over you constantly.
i’m totally fine with that, stop complaing about your life and realize that at the moment Klaus isn’t making you’re life miserable and you are. you…
Beth you know nothing about me and what I’ve been through and I’m sure you’d do the same.
i would know if you had ever once called to see how other people are doing. but no you have everyone wrapped up in your own little Elena world.
You’re angry with me because I didn’t call you? Well I’m sorry, I was to busy watching the ones I love die!
i’m not angry about that. i’m angry that now you don’t even want me in your life. you don’t even know do you, the reason why i’m here?
Why are you here Beth? Just when I’m trying to get over their death, another family member pops up. So here’s another person to look after.
i killed myself Elena, or at least i think i did, i’m dead. why i’m here now. well if any thing i’ll be taking care of you. put the pieces together, how dose a girl wake up confused after thinking she just jumped off a bridge?
You wouldnt when two brothers are arguing over you constantly.
i’m totally fine with that, stop complaing about your life and realize that at the moment Klaus isn’t making you’re life miserable and you are. you…
Beth you know nothing about me and what I’ve been through and I’m sure you’d do the same.
i would know if you had ever once called to see how other people are doing. but no you have everyone wrapped up in your own little Elena world.
You’re angry with me because I didn’t call you? Well I’m sorry, I was to busy watching the ones I love die!
i’m not angry about that. i’m angry that now you don’t even want me in your life. you don’t even know do you, the reason why i’m here?
You wouldnt when two brothers are arguing over you constantly.
i’m totally fine with that, stop complaing about your life and realize that at the moment Klaus isn’t making you’re life miserable and you are. you…
Beth you know nothing about me and what I’ve been through and I’m sure you’d do the same.
i would know if you had ever once called to see how other people are doing. but no you have everyone wrapped up in your own little Elena world.
You wouldnt when two brothers are arguing over you constantly.
i’m totally fine with that, stop complaing about your life and realize that at the moment Klaus isn’t making you’re life miserable and you are. you find it so hard to be happy that you force yourself to be unhappy.
What are you talking about Beth? How can I be happy when I just broke up with the guy I love?
see that’s the thing, you broke up with him so you’re unhappy. see what i’m talking about? YOU are making yourself unhappy. if you just let yourself be happy maybe you can see a different side of things.
